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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Elimination Communication/Infant Potty Training

We're trying Elimination Communication/Infant Potty Training with our little girl, who is no longer an infant she is now 14 months. Our daughter hates diapers, every diaper change was a huge struggle with a kicking, wiggling, screaming, crying toddler. We'd have to set up the diaper area ready to go and then try to get her down long enough to do a quick change. She hated it so much I told my husband I feel awful about it, like we're torturing her every time. I had actually pulled her potty out of the closet thinking she might soon be ready for potty training, but didn't know where to begin. However, that first night she actually did go in the potty! A few days later hubby did a bit of research and sent me an article he found that linked to Diaper Free Baby an awesome site that has tons of info and stories for/from parents on Elimination Communication.

So what is Elimination Communication (EC)? EC is a method that begins with the belief that all children are born knowing how to meet the need of elimination, they know they have to go and they can let you know they have to go, and they know when they have gone. However as time goes on and children are in diapers all the time, they forget these knowledge and get numb to that fact, therefore having to go through potty training at an older age usually about 3 when it is a new and unfamiliar process for them. Studies show that 50+% of all children in the world are potty trained by age 2, yet in the US we don't usually start until after that. EC allows parents to work with their child to understand what their natural cues are encompasses a few different methods which I will list below. (Looking back I now realize my daughter did have cues for needing to go when she was younger, she would get fussy and as soon as she wet her diaper she would start to cry and scream. Now at 14 months I realized those cues are gone, she makes a mess and usually just sits in it until I realize she needs to be changed. I wish we had started earlier with you so that she wouldn't have to relearn the cue behaviors and it would just be second nature, but even starting with her at 14 months we're having great success!)
- Some parents time potty breaks for their infant based on previous habits, or at regular intervals, especially after meals. This is a time when baby/toddler already has to go and is more likely to succeed in going in the potty/toilet/sink/bathtub (wherever the parent/caregiver decides to let the child go; while the sink/bathtub may sound odd, imagine your in a public restroom and the stalls are full, etc). This works great if you're starting with a toddler instead of an infant because they may be on more of a schedule and they have usually lost their natural cues. ***
- Some parents follow their child's natural cues, which are different baby, so you must observe your child to see what their cues are. (A search online for Elimination Communication cues will return a ton of different information so you can see what cue your child uses, they may even use a combination. It's common for your child to use different cues at different ages or to stop cueing altogether as they get older so you may need to switch to a different method until they get back into a routine of cueing).
- Some parents use a sound cue when they take their child to the bathroom/potty/etc. A whooshing/shushing sound like running water for number one, and even a grunting sound for number two. You can use whatever sounds you'd like or perhaps take cues from your child and the sounds they use when they eliminate. After a while of this process your child may be able to go on cue. (I've read tons of articles on children from 11 weeks going on cue, and even seen a 5 month old sitting on a toilet going on cue.)
*** Most parents use a combination of all three of these methods and almost ever EC parent uses the sound cues.
(For our daughter we use the shushing sound like running water for potty, but haven't much tried number two yet; we'll try that later on. One thing at a time, hehe.) If you prefer to read a book that may give you a more in depth how to than the above site The Diaper Free Baby for the book of the same name seems to be the most popular that I've found in my searches. I however just read both of these sites about 5 days ago and went from there so don't feel like you need to get a book, plus other EC parents (especially online searching) really hold a wealth of information!

In my opinion the best thing about EC is that it's laid back, so many parents get so stressed out about potty training which in turn stresses out the child. This method is so relaxed that the child will also be able to relax and it'll become more of just something your family does and less some sort of pressure put on the child to not have accidents. Our daughter has accidents and that's okay because that's part of EC and that's how we're learning to work better together to be in sync. Below I will explain what my daughter wears while we're practicing EC.
We are what most ECers would call part timers, but I'd almost call us full timers because if we think our daughter needs to go we put her on the potty, whether she's in EC attire or not. While their is not a specific EC attire, in our house we have switched to one. For some they prefer to let their little ones run around au natural which is fine, and we did for the first two days, but we decided we'd like to clean up less puddles, lol! While we didn't mind my husband thought there must be a better way, but I still didn't want to go to just a regular diaper as I could not see her going and putting them on her was such a hassle. I know that some parents will probably just use pull-ups or plastic pant covers while ECing and I'm sure that works great for them, but after some research I prefer using a prefold belt. Basically that's a fancy name for folding a cloth diaper in thirds and attaching it in loin cloth fashion using a usually elastic band/tie of some sort leaving baby looking like a little sumo wrestler. See this photo for what I'm talking about as I had to look it up myself as I've never heard of one. If you don't like the sumo look you can fan out the back so that your little one's tush is covered, or even put it on as if you were going to pin it and just use the belt to hold it in place instead. Plus you can even fancy them up if you want, today for kicks I used as a prefold belt my husband's old tuxedo bow tie, which I put towards the back, and added some tiny leg warmers so my daughter looked super stylish! lol! :-) I enjoy the prefold belt as it's super easy to get it off when I think she's about to go, I can just tug on the back and she's ready to go.
As for the belt portion, I've tried multiple things, and I still don't think I've found a favorite. For instance at any hardware store you should be able to find velcro elastic cable ties, I'm talking heavy duty about 1" wide ones. It works great, but is heavy duty so while it holds the cloth diaper in place with almost no chance of falling down the velcro is really hard to get off and the elastic doesn't have much stretch so when baby sat on the potty without us first taking it off it was too tight. Then I tried just tying a band around her waist, and wasn't thrilled about that because it wasn't elastic so I had to untie it or it'd be too tight when she sat down again, plus the tying took way to long when my daughter just wants to run off and play. Then I tried a hairband, great elastic, but it wasn't tight enough and the cloth diaper hung loose. I tried crocheting a band out of elastic thread, but it ended up too elastic and doesn't hold up the diaper either. So for now if I had to pick a favorite it is probably my hubby's bow tie, lol! It works the best and isn't to hard to get off. I'd love to hear what others use! I definitely think it needs to be elastic, but an enclosed band is annoying to slide up and she usually pulls at it if it's still on her belly when she's sitting on the potty. I'd like it to be something I could unhook/unbutton/etc. Any ideas?
When we're not actively ECing and don't want to worry about any potential accidents around the house I put little miss in a cloth diaper prefold style, but with a stylish pair of plastic pants holding it up. This way no leak worries, and no regular diaper to toss later. (I really dislike plastic pants but if we're snuggling in bed with her I we don't want to worry we'll end up with a soggy mattress.) I know most people would probably say they hate cloth diapers, or wouldn't try them, but if your child is older now give it a shot. We're saving money on diapers and while I wouldn't do it with an infant I couldn't imagine trying to clean up meconium poo! I hadn't planned on using them when she goes poo as we figured we'd use a disposable for that, she seems more comfortable in the prefold belt and has gone twice in them. Honestly, it's way easier than a regular diaper. They're looser so the poo doesn't stick as much so less wiping, and a cleaner baby. Not to mention instead of a stinky poo diaper pail I just tilt the cloth diaper bundle over the toilet and voila, all gone! There's usually barely anything left to wash off on the cloth diaper which is great for me! I keep a wet bag in my bathroom with our wet cloth diapers, and her occasional cotton training pants that usually get wet also. I do them once a day on a quick cycle (as they are prewashed) on hot and I'm sure that bit of water and electricity is cheaper than the cost of the amount of regular disposable diapers I would have normally gone through in a day. They come out white and freshly scented (do be careful what you wash them with as some babies are extra sensitive, however ours has never been so I use our regular detergent). It's odd and I don't know if there is something in diapers that reacts with baby pee, but as soon as I got close to my diaper after she had gone I could smell it a mile away (I'm talking about #1). However, now when she goes in the cloth diaper I have to get a huge sniff to get a hint of pee, and what I mainly smell is still my fresh laundry detergent scent! :-) If we're going out or little miss is going down for the night or for the nap we use Huggies Slip-Ons and they're working great. They're a lot less bulky than a regular diaper and fit her great! They don't stick out above her pants and they have tabs on the sides so you can open them if you need to. She's slowly starting to put her legs into them for us and tonight she even tried to pull them up which is super!
Cues are entirely up to you and your baby. For us we use a shushing sound like running water to try and cue her to potty. She is not yet going on cue (it's been 4 days, lol), but we try and do it every time so she will catch on. (It's amazing the stuff she's already learned, she can turn on and off the light switch for us, and just a few days ago I taught her to pull out a wipe for me before she gets off the potty!) We try to make the experience fun for our daughter and her potty is a wooden chair that has a magazine style rack on the side where we store some books so she can flip through them while she's on the potty. We also sing songs and dance (well as much as you can dance while sitting on the potty, hehe). If you're child fusses a lot when they're on the potty they may not have to go, sometimes our daughter does this immediately when we put her on and doesn't stop within a few seconds. This means she doesn't have to go and wants to go back to playing so we pull her off immediately. Other times she may fuss a second until we hand her a book and then she's fine and usually giggling about something within a few seconds. Our daughter is 14 months and not yet walking so we're not doing a bathroom potty yet, her potty is in her room (as our nearly 100 year old bath is too tiny to accommodate it). Some get a potty seat to put on the regular toilet, but with her not yet walking we figured this would be a little difficult. Once she's walking and can get to her potty and on and off herself then we will try moving onto this. Some parents hold their child over the toilet in the bathroom or sit on it with them, I've tried holding her but she doesn't like it and I've tried sitting with her but she isn't fond of that either (plus our toilet is rather small and we don't both quite fit, lol).

As I mentioned above we've been at this for less than 5 days and I want to explain some achievements my daughter has made not to make anyone feel bad if your child doesn't make them, but just to encourage you that it is possible to move in the direction of using less diapers and helping your child become more aware of going to the bathroom.
Days 1 & 2 were basically the same and consisted of only about 1 hour each day. Our daughter went bare bottomed and was peeing very often (I actually felt bad realizing every time we changed her diaper that probably contained multiple pees and I hadn't even noticed). In about an hour she went about every 10 minutes (this wasn't long after a bottle so that's not unusual, we just didn't realize how much she was going). She went on the potty once each of those first two days. Days 3 & 4 were different, but one huge change overall a lot less pee, and we ECed for longer about 2-3 hours each day. Day 3 our daughter went on the potty once, but during those few hours she only went about 3-4 times total. ECers would say she was "consolidating her pees." I didn't quite get this at first, but it makes sense now. It's as if she's learning she's going to go on the potty and she can go there, so instead of just going whenever she makes an effort, even if ever so slight, to empty her bladder when she's on the potty so she goes less often. Day 3 was also the first poo in her prefold belt and honestly not bad, except that I had it on loose so most of it rolled out onto the floor, sorry if that's TMI, but mind you I said rolled out, not like I had to scrub the floor after, just a quick wipe with some sanitizing cleaner. I found this a much easier clean up than with traditional diapers, and didn't mind it one bit. Day 4 also had way less pee and twice on the potty and one poo that almost made it to the potty. Again, poo was much easier to clean up and it all stayed in the cloth diaper and I just plopped it into the toilet and flushed. Day 4 has been our daughter's best so far and it really made us feel like we're making huge strides and we will definitely stick with it. This morning I took my daughter to run some errands with me and I was out about 2-3 hours. I couldn't believe every time I checked her and she was still dry. When I stopped in one of the last 2 stores I asked her if she needed to potty (we sign) and she nodded frantically (this isn't uncommon as she doesn't really understand everything 100% yet). I rushed her into the public restroom and she would not go, I figured she just really didn't have to go so we went about our shopping trip and then headed home. She was asleep about halfway home as it was close to her nap time and by the time I got home I checked her before pulling her out and realized she was still dry. It occurred to me could she be holding it all this time so I unbuckled her and ran inside waking her as she jostled up and down in my arms. We got inside and she stood groggily as I pulled down her skirt and took off her diaper, she cried as she started to go just before I lifted her onto the potty. It's almost as if she was embarrassed she couldn't hold it, and I felt awful I didn't realize sooner she might be holding it to go at home on her own potty. I quickly smiled at her and made her pee cue so she could connect it while she sat on her potty going. She stopped crying and smiled looking down realizing she was going on her potty then she grinned big and we both clapped. When I got her off the potty I turned her and pointed we both celebrated by clapping and doing a little dance, it was great! I know she may have started going before I got her on the potty, but I still consider that a win! :-) We all did! :-) Here's hoping Day 5 and beyond brings more celebrating! We just know we're having fun and our daughter is happy which couldn't make us happier! :-) It's working for us! We're not quite ready to put her down to bed diaper free, like some ECers I've read about, but we just started so we'll see. hehe...

So to sum this up this isn't for everyone and it's not going to happen overnight. It's laid back and relaxed so you can do it all the time or just when you have time. Don't feel bad if you're not starting out with a newborn, it's never too late. Also, don't feel bad if you're not going totally diaper free, it's whatever is best and works for your child and your family. Besides being great for little ones that hate traditional disposable diapers like my daughter, this is a great method for those who have a child that gets constant diaper rash; the best relief is letting their tush air out which can be done while ECing. I hope you've enjoyed reading my info/experiences and if you have any questions I'd love to hear them and I'll try to answer what I can or try to find you an answer if I can't.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Kia Soul ! --- I'm in love!

We just got a new car, and I must say I ADORE it! It's a 2011 Kia Soul ! and it is the perfect car for me. I'm only 5'3" so driving a regular sedan can be hard for me because I can't see what's going on around me very well, being up higher I can see everything. I can park this car much easier, although parking on the curb I've noticed being higher up I have a little trouble judging just how close I am to the curb, hehe, as it's down so low. The ride is so smooth I'm amazed and stopping is so easy.

I must explain that my old car was a 1998 Nissan Altima and while this was a fine car, we've had no major issues with it even being as old as it was I needed something different. I have never really liked trunks, especially stuff rolling around in them. My Soul! has so much cargo space I never could have imagined. Now I can tuck away my daughters collapsable booster seat, diapers, wipes, jumper cables, bungee tie-downs, and a lot more in the cargo space located below the main cargo area, and above my spare tire. Nothing rolls around anymore, it each has its own cubby and stays put. Plus none of that stuff takes up my actual cargo area, so I open up the back and can put down my groceries without needing to rearrange anything before I put them inside. I hadn't realized that either my old AC was in need of some coolant or they just make new car ACs much better because I'm usually freezing and have to turn down my AC constantly. When it's cooler I'll probably ditch the AC and just open the sunroof, I live in FL so that'll be wonderful! One thing I hated about my Altima is that I couldn't reach the radio controls without having to lean forward while driving which isn't all that safe. I'm a music junkie and was constantly wanting to change the station, but no more on the Kia Soul! because I can reach everything. Not that I need to as the volume and changing station presets is located right on my steering wheel! While my Kia! is equipped with Sirius radio I don't think I'll use that feature much. Since I keep forgetting to put my cds or iPod (btw it has a place to plug in your iPod) in the car, and because it came with a 3 month free trial I've had it on the 40s station all the time which I love, but I won't keep it after it runs out.

One thing I haven't found is a place to find change, not a huge thing I'm just curious... Have any other Kia Soul owners found a magical change holder? :-) For anyone looking to get one, I highly recommend it. I feel like I've finally found a car that was made for me!

Friday, July 22, 2011

DIY: Fabric Storage

So I am desperately trying to come up with ideas on how to store all of my "create" supplies. A major one is fabric, it's all different sizes and lengths and stacks just don't do. At our last house I tried plastic bins and quickly realized the fabric was too heavy for them, plus I had a heck of a time getting stuff in and out. I came to the decision that I need to see all of my fabric. Hubby is a stickler for stuff being behind doors, but my new craft room (& more) will be in our garage apartment so he won't be in there much. (He gets the 2-car garage to himself, which is just fine with him, hehe...) So I can have my fabric and supplies out where I can see them all (within reason, some of the small stuff will get lost if not containerized). Well, I thought to myself, "Self, wouldn't it be grand if your fabric could look like it does at the fabric store? Perhaps have shelves with fabric standing up on individual boards?" And of course I answered myself, "But how would one do that? I suppose I could try cardboard, but that's not sturdy enough. What about some thin wood? No, the splinters would snag the fabric and it'd probably be expensive. So what does that leave?" I asked myself. I then did what I usually do in these situations and got on google, typing furiously until I found my solution.
They are quite grand aren't they? But I prefer a DIY solution that might be cheaper in the end if I can find a good deal (plus I won't have to play shipping). Thinking about it some more I realized foam core might be an option and it's readily available to be picked up when I'm out running errands. So again I returned to Google and voila! Missy from The Little Green Bean Blog read my mind, take a look. This is exactly what I was thinking! I also love her bookcase storage idea, although I'll probably go vertical with mine. Also, while the Fabric Organizer has "tabs" Missy's solution uses a pin instead, but I think I might try attaching some elastic as a strap to hold down the end. We'll see how that turns out... :-)
So now I've just got to do it, at least I can stop running through it in my head though, I have a solution! :-) I'll definitely post pics and update this post with a link to the pics when I'm done.
Thanks Missy!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Google+ circles possible downside...

So I'm totally into this new Google+ craze! I know some people will find it hard to leave FB and cling to it for dear life, but I practically fled as soon as I could. Maybe I'm just not cool enough for FB? Honestly though, most of the time FB gives me a headache, there is so much junk to look at it's like brain overload. Lately, I've been so into simplifying that the pure white bliss that greets me when I open my Google+ page is amazing! For a girl who is trying to find more space, time, and freedom Google+ is just what I need! :-)
Okay so I absolutely LOVE circles, sorry but there are some things I want to only share with a select few, then there are things I want to share with friends, there there is everyone else, lol! Thinking about it though I believe I've come across one possible downside. While the system of circles works brilliantly in this online 'verse, it may not translate as well to real life. It seems perfect at first, great boss gets his own circle, coworker friends get their own circle, and then other coworkers get their own circle. Perfectly separated so never the twain shall meet.
Well, what happens in real life when coworker hangs out with coworker friend, or worse coworker friend is buddies with the boss. What happens when coworker friend shares with just plain old coworker, and what if one of them is buddy buddy with the boss? Imagine the faux pas spreading like wildfire throughout the office, no water cooler will be safe. For instance, you mentioned to a couple of friend coworkers that you're going on a date after work with a girl/guy you met online. So of course they want to know the details later that night, and you are dying to share; the next day it's water cooler gossip that your date was spectacular from plain old coworkers right up to the boss. Well after a few more dates it turns out you discover that he/she is actually the son/daughter of your boss, oh my! You've got to vent about your bad luck to your coworker friends, who inevitably share this detail with some plain old coworkers (one being buddy buddy with the boss lets it slip) and next thing you know you're being asked to go see the boss so he can ask your intentions with his son/daughter.
How does one rectify that situation? It's bound to happen in real life as well, but in real life if you're hanging with coworker friends, they generally won't blurt out something you say with them when they're hanging with just plain coworkers; it's like an unspoken rule. However, if the discussion takes place online in streams and nobody knows what circle they're in then how do they know who you've told and who you haven't? It seems utterly confusing and complicated. I suppose it'd be similar to a toddler saying something grossly inappropriate in public, but when your friend says it you can't very well give them a time out or laugh it off saying, "Isn't that cute." lol... Just my 2 cents! :-)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

One of the best weekends ever!

Hubby and I had one of the best weekends ever with our little one! Our daughter and I both had birthdays this past weekend and I can honestly say I haven't had a better birthday in years. I got to do what I wanted and be relaxed and just hang with the family, while getting some organizing/errands/decluttering out of the way. Plus I splurged on some foods not in my regular healthy diet, namely some donut holes, yum! Little Miss got to go to the beach as well as the Suncoast Bird Sanctuary (one of my favorite places), eat a cupcake and a piece of pizza. We decided not to have a party and were so glad we didn't. The thought of getting stressed out and wondering who was/wasn't coming, getting food for everyone, and thinking of all of the presents we'd probably get rid of anyway because they'd just clutter up our house kind of took the fun out of it. Then when we were enjoying the day we were thinking, gosh who needs a party, this is great! Besides she took a nap for most of the afternoon so that would have put a damper on scheduling anyways. We figure that as she gets older if she wants to have some special friends over she can, and maybe we'll just have some families over for a get together, but we won't try to make it into a big party shindig. Maybe once every few years, but otherwise we'll just keep it us and make sure that we get to do whatever is wanted by the person whose birthday it is. My friend for instance has a daughter who loves trying on shoes, for her last birthday they spent about 3 hours at the store and she got to try on every pair of shoes she wanted, and she had a blast. I'd remember that forever as an awesome birthday, I want memories like that for my little one! :-) Fingers crossed for more blissful birthdays!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Tumbling Tot

I have heard from a few other parents that their baby, soon to be toddler, does baby yoga. They'll look in the baby monitor and their little one is practicing downward dog. Well, my little girl was no different, but as I'd watch she'd often do it until she toppled over. It wasn't until today that I realized she was trying to do a somersault, she can't even walk yet! I was surprised and delighted to help her figure it out, and so I grabbed her legs and swung them over her head. She was thrilled, and immediately rolled back onto her tummy to do it again, back in downward dog. So I did it again, and again, and then after a few times she actually started trying to go into a back bend. I'm thinking, you've gotta be kidding me, she actually figured out you can do it that way to? So again I help her grabbing her legs and tossing them over her head. Her face met mine with a HUGE grin! Well it seems that along with a budding musician and dancer, we've also got a little gymnast on our hands. It looks like most gyms only take littles ones when they can walk so we're thinking that'll be a few weeks more, or probably a month. We can't wait to get her in there so she can see all of the other little ones tumbling, we think she'll love it!

Monday, July 4, 2011

Fingers crossed!

Hubby had to work tonight, the 4th of July, last minute. I'm super bummed as it's baby's first and I wanted to all go to the fireworks together. He said that maybe if it rains then they might just cancel them and let him go early. "Fingers crossed!" I told him. He responded, "I guess that if you can't have your 4th of July, then nobody can." hehehe... On the upside he said I should be able to see them from our apartment above the garage, we'll see.

UPDATE: July 5th @ 12:19AM
No luck on the rain, getting off early, or being able to see the fireworks from the apartment. Well, I guess there's always next year. Fingers crossed!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Better luck next time!

So today was, interesting... We went to run a few errands. Hubby loaded up the car with stuff to donate from yesterday, only 1/3 piles I told him about made it into the car so we were a bit flustered when we left. I had my hands full with the little one, list, a drink, etc. While hubby loaded up the missing stuff I put the little one her in car seat. We were doing great until our little girl needed to be changed at the store and we realized I hadn't grabbed any diapers. Then we went to pay with our little basket of only 3/4 things and hubby realized he hadn't grabbed his wallet. When we returned home I found our door unlocked as we were in such a rush we forgot to lock it. Hubby said, "We're really a mess today!" Needless to say it made us think and realize slowing down is a good thing. We just need to relax and not rush around, especially when you figure out rushing only means you're getting things done less well or just missing things as you go. *sigh* Now after some relaxing little miss is up from her nap (and so am I, hehe) so we're back to the store to pick up the items we couldn't purchase. Let's try this again... *fingers crossed" that this time it goes well!

What one event in your childhood had the greatest effect on your life?

I have always loved animals. When I lived in Pennsylvania we had woods behind our house with a small pond. We sometimes had deer, frogs, turtles on our property that I would often watch or play with. My mother let me catch the occasional turtle to keep in a kiddie pool and feed lettuce for a weekend. One weekend my mom told me I should let my latest pet turtle go so I put him in the side yard. I figured that since he was slow I could run outside throughout the day and watch him crawl away. My father decided to mow the lawn and I explained to him right where my turtle was he could avoid him (I believe I even pointed him out). I don’t remember if he responded to me, I as only about 8 years old, so it was a long time ago. I was inside with my mom and heard him start up the mower. About 5-10 minutes later I heard a horrible noise and the mower cut off. He came storming inside yelling at me to get outside. My turtle, I thought, oh no. Not only had he ran over him (more like shredded him), he proceeded to yell at me about how it was my fault and that it could have ruined is lawn mower. I burst into tears seeing my poor turtle’s blood and guts. You would think it couldn’t get worse, but it did. He then told me to stop crying, go inside to get a bag, and tell him when I was done picking I up. My father had just killed my pet which I had pointed out to him so he could avoid doing just that. Not only did he not care he punished me for his mistake. I was only 8. After that day I didn’t keep pet turtles and I hate my father. To this day we don’t have a good relationship, no not because he killed m turtle, but that day marked the beginning of a downward spiral to me that I see clearly now that I’m older. I still have a love of animals that is probably even greater now, and my hate for him has diminished. Now I have no feelings at all, just indifference.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Cleaning up and cleaning out...

The time has finally come, sort of... I'm one of those people most would call a pack rat. Honestly I blame it all on my folks. I was an only child, before they threw anything out they consulted with me first and I always had tons of space to keep all of my stuff. My room in high school had 3 closets and only one had clothes in it, the others had art supplies, and what most people would call junk. However, because I enjoy sorting things everything had it's place. The thing is that they never made me get rid of anything!

Fast forward to 8 years later, my boyfriend and I get our first place and he keeps mentioning all of my stuff. It had just never occurred to me before, I had never stood back and looked at it all because with the proper space and containers it was all organized. In college I only had what fit in my car when I quit college two years before graduating (long story for another time), and I left most of my stuff back in my old room. Then when we purchased our first home, I kind of went a little nuts having even more space to put things than our little apartment.

Fast forward to 4 years later, we moved from our beautiful 2nd house (more later) in GA to a small rental we found on CL that was 1/3 the size of our house. Needless to say I was embarrassed after having made many trips to donate piles of stuff, when my inlaws showed up to help us move and said there was still too much. When we went to pick up the moving truck we had reserved the guy mentioned there was a bigger one that wasn't being used if we wanted to up size. Hubby and his parents said we should go for it because we had so much stuff. Embarrassed wasn't the word when it didn't all fit in the truck even bigger than the one we originally thought we needed. Mind you I'm am an expert packer, but I couldn't live most of the boxes and we didn't really have a plan so it all just sort of got loaded in. (My mom even did that annoying thing where all clothes are sealed in ziplocks. Insanely annoying, yet super smart if you've ever tried it so much easier to get more in your suitcase.) Well of course I couldn't fathom making a last minute run to purge more stuff especially since what would I choose, we had left the more delicate stuff for the back of the truck which I was less likely to want to part with. To make matters worse not many months before we decided to move my FL family dropped by with a truckful of stuff that I had left in my old room, and most of these boxes weren't even opened before we moved. So hubby and his parents had to go rent a trailer to attach to the even bigger truck for all of my other stuff!

Our tiny rental apartment was called a 2 bedroom, if you put a full bed in it then you couldn't have gone out the door to the back yard, nor walk into the 2nd bathroom. We didn't need a second bedroom so it ended up being floor to ceiling stacked with boxes of stuff. We were so ontop of one another that hubby mentioned my stuff more and more and we were constantly snapping at one another. Quickly finding a house to buy that was twice the size we were out of there and into our 3rd home. Unfortunately, most stuff still remained in boxes most of the time we lived there. Hubby wanted the stuff gone, but has never fully grasped the fact that I need him to be my cheerleader and hold my hand. He'd always just be like "Can't we just get rid of all this junk!?!"

A year later finally realizing we weren't truly happy in our 3rd house seeing one that we loved we moved onto our 4th. Today we are finally figuring out what we both really want and for me while it's having some of my stuff it's also working towards getting it all in its place so I can use it. Hubby finally realized what I needed and is helping me get to a place where we have a lot less stuff. While it's slow going I really feel like we're making progress. One thing that helps is that our home has a separate 2 car garage (that we're not using to park cars in, hehe) and a 650sqft apartment above it. Hubby has decided he wants the garage to set up a workshop either for woodworking or possibly to rebuild and old Triumph Bonneville. Since he's sort of taken over the garage that we were supposed to share he decided instead of renting the apartment I can have it to put all of my stuff (mainly so he doesn't have to look at it). I would really like to try to turn my stuff into a money making endeavor so I think this plan will serve us both well. :-)

The past few days reading through posts on zenhabits, specifically the Edit Your Life series (scroll about halfway down). After reading through these posts I felt inspired to start purging stuff I don't love, if it's not making me happy what's the point of having it. Today hubby and I took a few hours and looked around just two rooms of our house (granted they were the dining room which currently housed tons of old computer stuff and the kitchen which had tons of unused small appliances). I used TurboTax ItsDeductible to enter the items we agreed to get rid of and it added up to $536.50!!! The site says that's $80.46 in savings (no clue how it figures that out, but whatever it's better than nothing)! We used the extra space to better organize our kitchen and were able to fit in some kitchen stuff that had overflowed into the dining room. One of the computers my husband built himself about a year ago and it's a gamer's computer so he things we can sell it for a few hundred dollars. :-) Sounds good to me getting some cash ontop of tax deductible donations to get rid of stuff we weren't using anyway. It's getting easier and now I just hope we can keep the momentum to tackle the rest of the house, and garage, and apartment. Wish me luck!

Suncoast Seabird Sanctuary (Indian Shores FL)

18238 Gulf Boulevard
Indian Shores FL 33785
HOURS: Open 365 days a year - 9:00 am to Sunset
ADMISSION: FREE (Donations of cash, items, time appreciated or Adopt-A-Bird)
RESCUE HOTLINE: 727-391-6211


The seabird sanctuary is a place I first visited when I was in high school. It has always been a favorite place of mine to stop by when I'm in the area. Keep a eye out for the sign though because I missed it the first time I drove there by myself. I lived in Florida for over 5 years before I had even heard about the sanctuary, so don't be surprised if you're a local and you haven't been.
  • WHY I LOVE IT: Besides being FREE and dealing with wildlife two of my favorite things, it's just a wonderful to visit places like these that help creatures in need
  • WHY SHOULD YOU LOVE IT: If you have children and are looking for an inexpensive family outing, you can't beat FREE. If you've got a camera the beach is always full of birds to photograph, it's as if they know it's a safe place. If you love wildlife and the outdoors it's one of the most beautiful places to watch the sunset. :-)
  • WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT: Seagulls, birds of prey, owls, and more
  • FYI: Keep a lookout for one type of gull (I think that's what it is) with tape on its feet. I've always found this funny, but I recently read an article about them needing to wear little booties to protect their feet.

Help Wanted: Normal people need not apply...

If you know what movie that blog title is from I might just like you... :-P

So I'm starting a blog, I've realized lately that I surely have way to many interests than most normal people and being a lover of science (not really it just sounded good) I decided I should record my thoughts, habits, and goings on for others to study. Just kidding...

Basically I have learned in my life that friends come and go so quickly. I feel like I've got whiplash from my experiences in that department, yet I'm always willing to try again. What's wrong with me right? Well, I started this blog to reach out into the 'verse (if you know what show that's from I just might love you) and try to find others both like myself and completely different. I'm one of those people who can appreciate the strange coincidence meeting someone who is like looking in a mirror (on the inside of course, um okay that's kinda gross, but you get what I mean?), as well as meeting someone who is my polar opposite and thinking their rad because of it! In short I've had a bit of a complicated life. I need to make some sense of it. Unravel it and try to put myself back together so to speak. So I hope you enjoy. I hope you find something here that makes you laugh, cry, jump for joy, change, share, get inspired. That you read something and may be willing to pass along some words of encouragement, advice, or even just, "That totally sucks for you!" Just trying to find some voices out there in the ether with my one request being constructive criticism is more than welcomed, but if you are enflamed by something you read here then please take to your own blog to express those thoughts and feelings to your own masses, leaving me and mine is peace. This is a place I'm coming to heal not get torn apart!

Much thanks!

The blog title is quoted from a sign in the movie Ten Inch Hero.
The 'verse is quoted from Firefly of course! I also like shiny things!!! :-)
Did you get them right?